So tired

19/01/10

long time din update my blog le...

but this time i was so sad...

at 1st i through my luckily was coming to me....

i also through key men will come back to my side...

but tat was a lie...

tat is a big joke to me....

this time i was really hurt damn....

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today....

key men and i was chating through sms...

at first....

i ask key men so u still love me...

he answer is:we should be friend...

i dont wanto hurt u 1 more time...

wait until he become single...

but this time i was take out all my brave n ask more question...

i ask him when u will become single??

he said he always argue wth her now...

but after argue...she will come and comfront him

and tell him she don wanna break up....

beside tat...she also ask her family talk wth him...

he told me tat he really donno wat should he do...

then my second question is:

then ur means is if she never ask for break up u will never leave her la???

then how long i have to wait??

he said no need to wait him...

i was hurt damnly in this moment...

at last i said i wont disturb him again...

i was so hope tat he will ask me don do tat...

but the important is he DIN...

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now i only realised tat i so naive...

i believe tat he will come backto my side in 1 day....

but that only my mind...

nobody will follow u....

u have to face the fact although the fact make u sad...

now...i force myself to forget him...

start from today i will not talk wth him n wanna him disappear in my life....

i have to protect myself....

all the details belong to key men i have deleted it

and block his call already...

he is a damn ppl...

i hope he cant married wth tat old women...

after married, he have to live wth tat noisense women...

he cant come out and ever harm other ppl...

i also hope tat old women tat using the bad trick to keep key men beside her

will become qiant and once key men brought her out...

she will scare other ppl n throw the rolten egg to her....